cloudy-night's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chains So today, I saw Ms. Zhang and for some reason, I really want to talk to her and get to know her. But I can't at the moment, I don't feel right about it. I'm not happy with myself right now and I'm trying desperately to discover what it is that makes me happy. How can I expect to make anyone happy when I'm not happy? Also, what if she wants to be with me? I would hop on such an opportunity and would find some sort of happiness. But that happiness wouldn't be artificial. Something forged by two people and that's not good. Happiness like that turns on itself and destroy both host. Okay, I'm through talking about that. I wanted to talk about something else, but I honestly forgot. That woman stays on my mind, binding as any chains... 9:57 p.m. - 2009-11-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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