12:20 a.m. - 2009-04-14
My Choice?
I don't try because I'm so insecure. I don't try because I know that I'll fail. I don't try because I don't think I'm good enough. I don't try simply because I lack motivation.
When I see her, for just a second, I want to do my absolute best. Then the feeling passes and that makes me think that I'm not neccessarily doing it for myself, but the appease others.
When will I gain the strength to be able to do something soley because I want to?
