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12:02 a.m. - 2008-06-30 When I was younger I used to dream of being the first American who was accepted in the Shaolin Temple. Not an honorary member mind you, but a full fledge monk with access to the rigorous training and forbidden fighting styles. Actually it's not true, I do still have a dream. I want to go to Japan because that was both me and my friend's dream. I want to see the world, but I don't know what I want to be. So in a way, I do have passion. I just don't know what I am suppose to do with my life. All I've done with it so far was all make believe. I haven't truly lived at all. I want to but I'm paralyzed by my impending fear. Sometimes I just want to take a faithful step, but I'm reminded by Sarah McLachlan's lyrics from "Sweet Surrender", it goes: "I�ve crossed the last line So what can I do, really? I obviously don't have any trust in myself...
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